Upside down smile!

I miss all the things we used to do together..

Long texts, late night calls, video calls, those sweet talks..

As time goes by, it takes the numbers away..

Bundle of texts become once a while text, video calls turns into a dream call where I see u only in my dreams & those sweet words has slowly turned into plain..

I sincerely hope that it didn't take away the feelings too..

And here is the things you should know..

The things inside of me.. My feelings, my promises, my heart..

It's still the same like the first time I've met you..

I'm sorry if you get bored coz I keep on telling you how I feel..

Coz I dun know how long do we have here..

Nobody is sure about tomorrow kan..

So I'm giving my best each day & one of the best I have is you..

That is why I'm clinging much into you..

~~sigh..

I keep u in my doa always & to Allah I rely..

Have good days & I wish you know that I'm always here, waiting for you, InsyaAllah..

Taste of working!

It has been like hell.. ~just a saying.. =P

2 weeks of working seriously in this new place..
I do learn a lot of things and will still keep on learning..
But all I got in mind is this tiring situation..
Duduk kerja aje kot, bukannya kerah tenaga sangat.. Kerah otak aje kot..
Tapi penat dia sungguh lain macam..
Haa, padanlah muka kan.. before this kerja main2, kerja ikut suka hati aje.. hihi..
I'm struggling a little but I believe this is a good situation for me.. (kata nak dpt yg terbaik kan?)

Sekarang neh nak training pun kadang2 badan rasa berat aje..heh..
Bukan berat sebab makan banyak time keje taw, neh berat sbb letih nak tido. hihi.
Balik malam pun kadang2 pukul 11 daa mengantuk..
Indahnya la tido awal kan? bangun pagi2 buat keje..

The fact is I am actually glad that I'm doing quite well on this..
I might be slow but I will sure show to them that I am capable of doing this..
I should thanks all the management there too.. They're giving me good support in and out..
They make me feels like home..
and thank you Allah for everything, I know you've planned something good for me.. Iloveyou..

A long way to go, a lot more dramas, ups & downs to face..
I'm sure gonna get in mess few times but that's life kan..
And that is when u actually learns..
So I wish myself all the best & hope to be better in future..

Doing the right thing..

Maybe ada yg da tahu, tapi pastinya ramai yg x tahu..

Saya tengah membiasakan diri untuk bertudung kalau g keje.. =)

Mula2 tuh I've kind of got a war inside my brain, either should I or not.. What is the benefit, what if, what this, what that & what everything..

But then I reached to a decision.. and here is just a sharing--> a piece of my mind, on changing more to be good, insyaAllah..

Saya selalu pegang prinsip neh, do the right thing!

So kalau dah tahu benda tuh betul, kenapa kita nak deny? Kenapa kita x buat?

So saya paksa diri saya.. Ada alim ulamak pun pernah kata solatlah kamu walaupun terpaksa kerana mmg solat tuh sifatnya terpaksa.. lambat laun, kita akan biasa & benda jadi rutin. (I'm not sure where I get this, but I read it somewhere else)

Xde salahnya pun kalau kita paksa diri untuk buat benda yg betul kan, for our own good.. =)

Lagipun kita kena selalu beringat yg dunia sekarang neh tempat persinggahan sementara kita aje..

And we do not know for how long we have till it's too late.. masing2 faham sendiri la kan..

So carilah bekal untuk akhirat nanti.. 

Bukanlah nak poyo macam saya neh baik sgt..

Nope, I am too far from that..

Tapi what do we live for kalau setiap hari yg kita lalui tuh tetap sama macam semlm kan..

For me, everyday is a new day for us to improve.. Sia2lah hari kalau kita x improve..

Memang ada someone yg effect my decision neh..

He is kind of booster jugalah, pemberi semangat..

Tapi I do always keep in heart that I'm doing this because of Allah..

And I thank Allah for sending me my Smile.. dia yg salu brings out the best in me, Thanks.. =)

So xde apa yg saya nak kata lagi..

Sentiasalah jaga hati & keep in mind that everyday is an opportunity to grow..

It is up to you on how u let urself grow.. =)
Semoga saya tabah melalui hari2 mendatang juga.. hihi..

P/s: saya skema.. =P

Perfect Timing!

Oh hello May!! 

I tot dat I will be blogging more in this month..

Tapi too busy.. haisshh..

I'm in Shah Alam now, working seriously & changing few things in my life..

I took some time before I can come to a firm decision..

I think overall about it.. It is so hard when ur mind & body did not agree on the same thing..

But then I pushed myself to change..

A little advice here.. There is no perfect timing..

You gotta get out there & make the time perfect..

And that's what I'm doing now..

Alhamdulillah all went well..

1st trial for Photoshop

Testing aje.. hihi..
Lepas neh boleh la edit pics to upload & decorate my blog..
wee!!