maDah bErhELah..

Only 2 kinds of people are happy in this world. 1. Mad 2. Child. So be mad to achieve whatever you desire and be like a child to enjoy whatever you achieve.

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Someone by Duette


This is a song I dedicate to my Smile.. Someone by Duette.. =) Thanks coz u came into my life..



Have you ever heard the story of my life
Have you ever known these feelings are for you
Oh can’t you see, oh can’t you feel
When two hearts are one love becomes real

I’ll be your summer when it rains
I’ll be the blood inside your veins
Always beside you, always to guide you
‘coz you’ll never find someone like me

Have you ever felt a love like this before
Have you ever found the meaning of it all
I know you can see, i know you can feel
(baby let me love you love you love you whoa)
So let’s make this last forver and true

I’ll be your summer when it rains
I’ll be the blood inside your veins
Always beside you, always to guide you
‘coz you’ll never find someone like me

You’ll be the stars that shines so high
You’ll be the light up in my sky
Forever i’ll hold you, forever i’ll need you
‘coz i’ll never find someone like you

Darling please, i know you care so much for me
I see straight through your eyes
Know that I want this love too

I’ll be your summer when it rains
I’ll be the blood inside your veins
Always beside you, always to guide you
‘coz you’ll never find someone like me

Friday, February 22, 2013

To the higher level of futsal..

To go this far, it is such a waste if I dun learn a thing..
We got 3 international friendlies over here, and how I wish we could get another one.. =)
I dun expect to go here and perform..
I did bad, totally bad!
I started my 1st game insanely..I tried to do my best but all of it turns into a disaster...
The next day, I came back to try again,..
But it doesn't even work out too..
My desire turns into anger, frustration and upset..
The other might be happy.. They're happy to score goal, to dribble, to do unnecessarily things in the court.. I just wish we can play beautiful game..
By beautiful, I mean to do normal things, the basic rotation, basic attacking, composure game and the most important thing is to work for winning TOGETHER!
And it is, for the 3rd game.. We did do well.. Not our very best, but better than the earlier games.. It feels good to have practicing what we have trained over this few years in the game.. The satisfaction, I hope they do feel it..
And special thanks to my coach CCY as he is really there to help me go through my hard time..
I understand things better now, about my role in the team..
Last year I may be doing good things in the game, contributing to my team.. But now, I'm doing good things with the right timing and purposes, which will contribute more benefit to the team.. =)
Words can't explain more, Let's hope to see it in the LFK 2013 this March..
I can bet you it's a new and stronger Semut Merah, who will come back to Malaysia tomorrow.. =)
Last but not least, thanks to the managements and players for this opportunity of learning.. And I will always let myself to remember this, There is always a room for improvement and even the best athlete also need advice from his coach.. =)

P/s: As long as I dun give up!

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Friendly futsal trip in Thailand..


Yeahhhh...
Semut Merah will be going for few friendly matches in Thailand this weekend..
The opponent there are absolutely in their own class, among the top teams and they're in the middle of their league..
So it might be quite tough for us..
As for me, my target is to gain as much experience and knowledge, and of coz to shine.. =P
Our schedule is very packed, I could imagine the tiredness I'll be getting..
We will be leaving as early as 3 a.m. in the morning today..

So let's hope that our trip will be safe and beautiful there.. =)
For those Semut Merah yang stay here, see you guys later and have a great weekend..
For my lil sis yg tinggal sorang2 kat rumah neh, TAKE CARE!! Be strong.. hik hik..
And last but not least, to my SMILE.. Please take care and wait for me to come back yee.. Jaga hati awak utk saya..gonna miss u much! ~wink...


P/s: Not to forget, a big THANKS to all the good-lucks from Semut Merah supporters! =)



Saturday, February 16, 2013

Perempuan, lady, women = a mother..

Susah sangatkah nak jaga hati perempuan?
Secara ironinya mmg kita dah tahu perempuan selalunya akan give more in a relationship..
They give more without any intention to receive more..
It is just their nature..
Lemah lembut, sensitif, air mata, perlu dilindungi dan dibimbing..
That's why perempuan cepat cair dengar sweet words dari para jejaka..
They intend to believe it, bcoz their heart is too soft..
Oleh itu wahai kaum Adam, kalau xde niat langsung nak jaga wanita please don't throw sweet words to them..
They might do crazy things like believing in it..
Nak tahu apa lagi contoh2 crazy things they would do?

If they love you, they will spend almost all of their time thinking of u..
They wont let you wait for their texts, they will keep their HP near and sometime stop at the side of the road just to reply ur texts.. 
They would fall asleep every night waiting for your good night text and will also come to your house just to check if you're safely arrived or not.. (without you even knowing it)
They do surprises to let you know their feeling and are willing to do anything for you, just to make sure that you're happy enough..

And what you guys should do?
Just a little appreciation, a little thought, a litte care..
Is it so much to ask for?
If you're too busy the whole day, we could understand but a 'good night' text won't take you more than a minute..
If you're too tired till you fall asleep as soon as you reached home for the 1st time, 2nd time, even for every nights, we would understand too..but still, a minute for us should be more than enough..

We need to know what you're up too coz we do care..
A woman will later become a mother, so you should understand why we are so detailed about the person we love..That's in us..

And please bear this always in mind, we will never wanted to make it hard for you guys..


Thursday, February 14, 2013

Night talk


Can’t sleep..
It’s not that I really can’t sleep, but I don’t want to..
I’m afraid to close my eyes..
Afraid if tomorrow will never gonna be the same for me..
I’m afraid if I will lose anything or anyone again..
I’m afraid if I will lose me..
Life is not easy.. One told me that if it is easy, it is boring..
But he forgot.. If it is hard, it will not be so interesting too.. hurm..
Life goes on, things will get better.. cakaplah 10x pun kat diri sendiri, all we do is always keep worrying about tomorrow.. =)

p/s: Redah ajelah oii..

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Last Minute- Maafkan Aku lirik



So my type of song..
catchy and cool.. =)

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Rahsia Nombor Peribadi Anda

Rahsia Nombor Peribadi Anda

Check this out, I'm number 5!!!!

Ku tetap kan menunggumu..



What a beautiful voice, beautiful song... for my Zher.. =)