maDah bErhELah..

Only 2 kinds of people are happy in this world. 1. Mad 2. Child. So be mad to achieve whatever you desire and be like a child to enjoy whatever you achieve.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Perfect (version merepek lagi)



Don’t judge a book by its cover..
What the eyes see and what the ears heard, is sometimes not parallel to the actual situation..
Haa, apa lagi la peribahasa yg berkaitan eh? 

Ada orang kata kalau nak betul2 kenal dengan someone tuh try la duduk serumah dengan dia selama 3 hari.. Then baru tahu the true colour.. =) ntah betul ke tidak pun kan..

I hate to be right all the time.. I hate to have to think, to do and say all the right things.. It’s not just only me, I hate when people do feels the same too, that I should do all the right things.. 

Bukan nak riak pun, but it seems like most of them sees something different in me.. So they have put me in a certain level.. I’m seriously fine and honoured with it.. and for all my life, I have tried my best to fulfil and make them happy..

The only things that matter to me is when I can’t meet their expectations..  I can accept failures, mistakes and wrongdoings.. But it do hurts when those people, which I thought have known me better is actually knows nothing.. What they sees in me is actually what they wanted me to be, which is actually only a little part of me that I can be.. 

So I’m actually posting this entry to apology.. I know that words are cheap, but I can guarantee that I’m giving my best to meet the expectations, but still in my own way.. I take mistakes as part of learning.. I break the rules, choose the wrong direction sometimes so I can come back correctly & stronger..

So, please dun juz judge me from an angle.. Coz people can change and nobody is perfect.. More, I sincerely think that life is not about what’s right or wrong..It is actually what’s beyond it, our choice.. =)

p/s: Pinjaman Allah je semua apa yg ada kat saya now.. Alhamdulillah..

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Tell the world!


Pernah tengok filem CINTA?



Kisah 5 cinta yang berbeza tapi saling berkaitan.. Jalan cerita yg disusun menarik ditambah pula dengan pelakon2 yang dikenali ramai, hasilnya agak meninggalkan kesan.. Siapa yg x suka nak tengok cerita sia2, this is a good movie for u all… =)

Dan saya tertarik dengan dua kisah cinta neh, cinta sepenuh jiwa dan cinta romantic.. These are the dialogue that have been spoken by them, that effected me..

The husband: Kalau da suka, kenapa perlu nak rahsiakan?
The writer: Kenapa nak satu dunia tahu? Cukup la kau tahu, dia tahu..

When it comes to heart feelings, we can’t openly say whom is right and whom is wrong.. Masing2 ada cara sendiri kan nak express it.. Tapi benda neh quite mengganggu kot... I have spent the past years thinking bout it, a lot.. =)

Betul la dialog dorg tuh.. Tapi saya lagi la setuju dengan The husband.. 
We should tell those we love, what we feel.. After all, for me life is all about sharing pun.. And life is too short not to do our best while we still can..

Xde jaminan pun untuk esok.. I have regretted my old days when I didn’t tell them that I love them.. So I’m stucked here in me… The sorrows part of me that I can’t easily let go, it do always come and haunt me.. And I don’t wanna keep living like this, nor that I wanted any of u guys to live this way too.. So open up ur heart and tell them.. Just tell them..  Everything will be just fine..

There is always 1 person who will give more in relationship.. =)  But that doesn’t  matter pun, hold ur heart tighter and do what makes u happy, u will sure be happy..
Untuk siapa2 yg x faham saya mengarut apa neh, xyah la serabutkan kepala.. Why don’t u just spend some time and watch the movie? U can learn life through it.. hihi..

p/s: Iloveyou..

Bondan Prakoso & Fade To Black - Ya Sudahlah



Apapun yg terjadi, ku kan slalu ada untukmu.. ~sigh..

Avril Lavigne - I Will Be



I will always be, the best that u ever have..