Perfect (version merepek lagi)

Don’t judge a book by its cover..

What the eyes see and what the ears heard, is sometimes not parallel to the actual situation..

Haa, apa lagi la peribahasa yg berkaitan eh? 

Ada orang kata kalau nak betul2 kenal dengan someone tuh try la duduk serumah dengan dia selama 3 hari.. Then baru tahu the true colour.. =) ntah betul ke tidak pun kan..

I hate to be right all the time.. I hate to have to think, to do and say all the right things.. It’s not just only me, I hate when people do feels the same too, that I should do all the right things.. 

Bukan nak riak pun, but it seems like most of them sees something different in me.. So they have put me in a certain level.. I’m seriously fine and honoured with it.. and for all my life, I have tried my best to fulfil and make them happy..

The only things that matter to me is when I can’t meet their expectations..  I can accept failures, mistakes and wrongdoings.. But it do hurts when those people, which I thought have known me better is actually knows nothing.. What they sees in me is actually what they wanted me to be, which is actually only a little part of me that I can be.. 

So I’m actually posting this entry to apology.. I know that words are cheap, but I can guarantee that I’m giving my best to meet the expectations, but still in my own way.. I take mistakes as part of learning.. I break the rules, choose the wrong direction sometimes so I can come back correctly & stronger..

So, please dun juz judge me from an angle.. Coz people can change and nobody is perfect.. More, I sincerely think that life is not about what’s right or wrong..It is actually what’s beyond it, our choice.. =)

p/s: Pinjaman Allah je semua apa yg ada kat saya now.. Alhamdulillah..