maDah bErhELah..

Only 2 kinds of people are happy in this world. 1. Mad 2. Child. So be mad to achieve whatever you desire and be like a child to enjoy whatever you achieve.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Ramadan 2012

I have nothing in mind to tell right now.. But let’s talk about Ramadan..
Officially, this is my 7th year of Ramadan for this year.. =)
If counted by my age, I’m suppose to enter primary school this year.. hihi..

7 years, it is quite a long time.. Let’s see what’s the differences and similarities in it.
I am still the same! Hahaha.. I think la.. I’m still me who likes to think too much, dreaming of any possibilities and I’m still the girl who is leaving my life below the shadow of pasts.. wahh, bunyi mcm ngeri aje kan.. =0

There is nothing much actually.. the differences is of course my age.. we are getting older year by year kan.. Some other difference is my status.. I’m not single anymore.. =)

Lagi? How I wish that the other tuh pun ada peningkatan..tp x, all is just the same. My knowledge, sama aje pun.. Niat di hati aje berkobar2 tapi hampeh.. Tapi the best part is, niat tuh xkan pernah hilang.. So I’m taking this opportunity to thank Allah.. Again, for what He have or not given to me.. The best part of all is that He is always there for me.. =) and I thanked Allah for giving me a better life, I thanked Him for every single thing that happens in my life..

Then I would like to thank all friends and families who knows me.. =) If there is any words or actions, or anything that I have done that is with or without my consent, which have effected you, I am sincerely sorry.. and I wishes all of you a better Raya for this year!!! =)

The end……

Sunday, July 22, 2012

To meet YOUR expectations!

How should I start this?
I know very well what my heart wants, what my brains think of and what I'm supposely to do..

But when it comes to them, I do just nodded my head..I have to let down my heart, my head and me myself.. So I will just do my best to meet their expectations, by just letting go mine..

I wish I could just say it oud loud, NO!! I wish I could tell them what I want.. But the fear of being ignored is the 1 who will stop me, always..

So, there I am.. Heart- hearted, but it won't be long.. I promise it won't be long.. Hurm...

P/s: gathering all the +ve aura.. I'll be good.. =)

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Pretend


All that I know is that I've never been here before..
And NO, I'll never leave if it's alright with you..
We're dreaming of oceans while jumping in puddles &
All of my life, I pretend you were there by the door,
I don't need to pretend anymore..


#shift.3

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Won't go home tonight...

I am so sorry that I can't make it tonight..
I wont go home, so please don't wait..
It is not about futsal je pun..
I'm staying for them, for my team8s..
For my friends whom owez there to stand tall wif me..
For they have owez been there almost of the time.. And realizing dat how much they need me there, I'll stay..

Thanks mum, for the thought.. I do really appreciate it.. I'm so happy for that..
I dun really need a celebration, big cakes and all those candles...
I just wanted u.. To remember me, to remember our very 1st moment together.. =)

And this doesn't mean that u're after them.. I will owez love u more.. For all the ups and downs, I have never failed to put u on top of my heart.. And it will owez be dat way..

Last but not least, I love u mum!!!

I will owez be ur lil girl, no matter what happened.. =)


P/s: my awesome May!!! ~wink..

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Thinkless Heart



and here it goes...



and I will not regret it..




coz I dun really care..




 what matter the most is....



and I'm not sure where we will go, but that will never stop me..





p/s: I did not own these pics...