maDah bErhELah..

Only 2 kinds of people are happy in this world. 1. Mad 2. Child. So be mad to achieve whatever you desire and be like a child to enjoy whatever you achieve.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Check up done!

Hari tuh pergi check up dekat ISN, jantung ada problem..
Then rujuk pakar dekat hospital serdang..
Dia check jantung and buat stress treadmill test..
Macam2 la yg org tuh bgtaw, sy pun x faham apa2..
Injap bocor sikit..
Dinding jantung belah kiri kembang sikit..
Pulse lambat naik and cepat turun balik lak..
Kene refer ENT laa..
I really have no idea of what's happening.. Is it good? or bad?
Tapi doctor cakap there is nothing to worry..
Nanti jumpa doctor kat ISN balik lak..
Whatever it is, I just hope that all will be fine.. =)

and there is something, a very different feeling masa buat check up tadi..
Buat sonogram dekat jantung.. I grab the opportunity, tengok jantung saya berdegup kat monitor..
Can't really explain the feeling.. saya nampak jantung saya berdenyut laju macam mana..
I'm touched.. =)

Nothing more but thank you Allah for the life you have given to me.. I will sure take a very good care of myself..

Alhamdulillah alhamduillah, alhamdulillah..

Sunday, November 3, 2013

2nd round of LFK 2013 #semutmerah journal


We're entering the 2nd round for now..
Let the game begin!

We're getting it right, the momentum and the environment..
We started a bit slow but we're climbing it one by one..
I always recall what my former coach have told me,
League system is different than the carnival!
I got him now..
and we're adapting fast..
Could not wait to perform for 2nd round!
We didn't say that we're gonna win it all..
We're gonna give our best & they will sure not have a good time this round..
Mark my words! =)

So good luck all #semutmerah!
It's in us, we just have to let it out!
ROAR!!!

Extra Training..

I am so glad that I have that knowledge of sport science..
and since I'm so actively involve in sports, it helps me so much..

I find it very easy to overcome all my weaknesses including my performances peak timing.. hihi..

and here's a thought that I think most people do misunderstood..
It is not about the quantity but the quality!
You don't have to workout every day and night, pushing yourself off the cliff!
Pushing yourself over the limit is good.. but it is about the correlation of time, intensity, activity & also ur resting period..

Watch Karate Kid and then you'll understand it..
Sometimes, too many is not too good..  =)

Gonna share some info in future regarding my training..
Daaaa...

Sunday, September 22, 2013

17 most important things to remember in life

1.       Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.
2.       Be brave! Even if you’re not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.
3.       Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.
4.       Learn to listen, opportunity sometimes knocks very softly.
5.       Never deprive someone hopes, it might be all they have.
6.       Strive for excellence not perfection.
7.       Don’t waste time grieving over past mistakes. Learn from them & move on.
8.       When someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go.
9.       Never cut what can be untied.
10.   Don’t expect life to be fair.
11.   Remember: Success comes to the one that acts first.
12.   Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.
13.   Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a grateful heart & be quick to acknowledge those who help you.
14.   Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.
15.   Laugh a lot. A good sense of humour cures almost all of life’s ills.
16.   Don’t miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.
17.   Watch for big problems. They disguise big oppurtunities.

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Semut Merah #5

I have some other thing in mind, but I dun think that I should post it right now.. =)
For this time biarlah saya post pasal my Semut Merah je dulu..

Now we all dah tangga ke4 pun, alhamdulillah..
Slow and steady, we will reach there.. to the place where we belong to..

Wearing those jersey, I only know one thing..
That I will give my very best in the court!
I will play all out for my team mates, for my coaches, for the one I love and lastly for me myself..

It's an honor to fight for those worthy people in my life..
May Allah blesses me.. =)


 A picture of thousand definition..

For the club names that we carry all this way, for each of us no matter we're in or out of the court, for our pride-commitment-relationship.. =)

For a better game, better life, better memory in future.. =)

As long as we don't give up..
Wish us luck....

Monday, September 2, 2013

Hello September!

Whoaahhh, time flies so fast..
Rasa macam baru minggu lepas puasa, baru semalam beraya..
Now da in the middle of league pun..
Kedai pun da officially open.. =)

Nowadays antibody dah x kuat, asyik sakit je.. =(
Few times of breaking down but I still manage to smile..
I do almost lose myself but I get back, everything is in control..

I will keep on smiling.. =)

Thank you Allah..

Friday, July 26, 2013

Di pertengahan Ramadhan...

Ada banyak request untuk beraya sekali neh..
Yelah, x dinafikan setelah hampir sedekad lebih di perantauan, saya berpeluang utk kenal ramai org..
Dorg baik hati sangat utk kesah pasal saya..
To my Family angkat semua, yang kat Kedah, kat Johor, kat Terengganu & Shah Alam.. Terima kasih sebab ada untuk saya, mengaku saya neh sebahagian dari ahli keluarga..

Tapi untuk kali neh saya minta maaf sebab saya xkan balik beraya mana2..
Kali neh saya nak beraya dengan my own family, walaupun dorg x sambut raya tapi I just wanna celebrate with them..It has been a long time.. =)

Banyak sangat pengalaman Raya saya yg x dpt & xkan saya lupakan..
Terima kasih sangat2 & andai ada salah silap saya minta maaf dari awal hingga akhir, dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki.. =)

Sekian, Selamat berbuka semua.......

Monday, July 22, 2013

Fasting Month!

Rasanya masih belum terlambat nak wish Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims around the world kan?
I feel so much different this time, rasa lebih bermakna kot.. =)

Alhamdulillah kita jumpa lagi wahai Ramadhan..

Walaupun saya terpaksa training dalam bulan puasa, tapi itu semua x jadi masalah kan..
In fact, dia ajar pasal sabar so much.. Yelah, pagi pergi training, balik sambung pergi kerja, petang buka puasa then training balik.. It is so tiring.. Tapi Alhamdulillah all went well..

To take it positive enuf, harap tahap kesabaran saya akan semakin meningkat.. hihi.. Lagipun, training itu kan da mcm sumber rezeki saya juga.. da kira macam beribadah gak.. bukannya sia2, puas hati sangat bila mampu settlekan dua2 sekali.. =)

Dan satu lagi nikmat berpuasa ialah solat.. =) I have not much words to describe the feeling..but I do hope u guys feel the same too, betapa indahnya Ramadhan kan..

Last but not least, semoga kita semua bergembira di bulan yg mulia ini..

Salam sayang dari saya, chewahhhh!



NotaKaki: Me & my roommate in national camp!

Sunday, July 21, 2013

My Thunder Thighs


I used to be ashamed of my thigh..
It looks too big & ugly..
But day by day I learn to love myself..
My thigh is now one of my fav body parts, for it I have ran 21km and won the championship!
Proud enuf of it & legging is never my enemy anymore..

LoveYourselfEnough!!

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Lari...............

Lari..
Korang pernah lari x? Atau mencuba untuk lari?
Lari kejap dari dunia yang xkan pernah berhenti tunggu kita walau sesaat..
Kenapa perlu lari?
Saya pilih untuk lari sebab.. Sebab saya tahu xde siapa yang akan boleh faham situasi saya..
Sebab saya tahu xde siapa akan kesah.. Sebab saya xnak org nmpk betapa lemahnya saya..

Coz I do sometimes broke over a silly matter.. Maybe bcoz you held so much kan then it come to a breaking point where even when it is just ur pencil patah pun da boleh buat u down giler..

I used to run, ever since when I'm a kid..
I ran to my friends house.. I thought that being in their world would help to erase my pain for a while..
Bila da besar and staying in new environment, I thought that I'll stop running.. But life is not that easy..
Saya lari lagi..Tapi kali neh saya lari to where no one can find me.. I found a place, empty one.. So I spend my time there for hours.. to recall it back, it is actually a Muslim small prayer room..

And nowadays, the new me.. I do still run.. But it is different this time..
I run back to home.. =) I wept all the way & by the time I reached home, it all seems gone..
Seing the faces of ur family, knowing that they are still there for you, knowing that you are not alone, it is actually the best feeling..and that feeling do actually helps me to erase all my pain..

and here I am, HOME! =)

Thank you Allah for the people that you have send to me..



Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak!

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

My Butt is BIG!


Credit to Nike for the awesome quotes!
Yes, my butt is Big and I just love it that way..
=P

Sunday, June 30, 2013

The Arts of Lost Words

My second trial for FB coverpage TL..
I think I like it..
=)

Happy JULY all!!!!!!!!


Friday, June 28, 2013

I just love being Me so much!


I learned to accept what I am & I love being me.. Every inch, every part of what makes me today, and who I am NOW!  =)

Alhamdulillah...

P/s: Credit to Nike for the image..

Sunday, June 16, 2013

In the eyes of the Queen..

The Grace sisters stories..

The Queen do always tell me what she thinks bout her two daughters..
She tells it straight, loud and clear..

"I did not worry much about the older sister. She's independent enough, she can do everything on her own, she can take care herself well enough, she can... She can... She can... She can...
But for the youngest one, I can't stop thinking bout her.. She can't do anything, she's soft, she's too breakable, she needs guide, she needs me, she needs... She needs.. She needs.. She needs.."

and The Queen have the reasons for that..

"I'm glad that the older sister have make it through, get herself out from that terrible timeline..But pity on the younger one bcoz she's stucked there.."

No wonder laa kan.. I do understand these, as in each of their shoes..

I have nothing much to say.. I just wish all of them live happily..

Nota kaki: What you see is sometimes not as what it is.. I might look ok, I can do anything, I can survive on my own.. But through all the way, I've break down too many times.. Sometimes, the strongest person is actually the one who do really need supports. =)  

Monday, June 10, 2013

Semut Merah surprises! Thank you.. =)


Hari yg amat meletihkan..
Letih kepala otak, sampai kaki pun x mampu nak dengar kata da.
Balik rumah lak tiba2 ada package atas tilam..
mcm sweet pula kan.. hihi..
Buka2 aje ada birthday card & hadiah..
Buka lagi, ada jam.. baca kad.. Terharu..
Tersenyum, hilang semua penat lelah.. hihi..

Hadiah birthday dari family Semut Merah..
Sungguh x sangka..
Thanks sebab buat saya happy..
Terasa bersalah lak, sebab bila birthday dorg salunya saya belasah aje dorg..
hurmm..

This is it.. Our futsal family..
We might not always spend time together, but our bond is so strong..
We fight, spoiled others mood & talk bad about each other..
But in the end, deep inside our heart, we do always wanted the best for each other..
=)

So this goes to all Semut Merah outside there, (walaupun saya tahu dorg xkan baca entri neh) hihi..
Thank you sebab terima saya seadanya as a leader..
Thanks sebab boleh je tolerate & terima semua apa saya ckp even kadang2 saya salu je mengarut kan..
Untuk semua planning, makian dalam court tuh, mmg saya lah tuh..
Yang mood period x menentu tuh pun saya juga la tuh.. =)
Tapi what I can see from that, we all did learn something through tolerance to each other behaviour..
And that what's make us the best team in Malaysia! =)

And special thanks to this special friend..
Kalau2 dia ada terbaca & ingat lagi pasal neh la kan..
Dulu saya salu pernah kata susah nak dpt kawan yg kita mmg boleh pgl kawan..
Kawan yang kalau kita salah pun, akan salu ada, akan betulkan kita, xkan tinggalkan kita..
Yang ada salunya, kawan ckp belakang, kawan tikam belakang, kawan time senang..
But this special friend, change my point of view..
Yes, you deserved to be called FRIEND.. =)
All Semut Merah pun.. we're becoming more like family each day tanpa sedar kan..

Last but not least, thanks again not only for the thought but for filling my life with good memories..
Wish you all the best in life & keep on treasuring our moments of running + chasing the ball together.. =P


Monday, June 3, 2013

Kisah Cinta Sejati

Sekian ratus tahun yang lalu…

Di malam yang sunyi, di dalam rumah sederhana yang tidak seberapa luasnya… seorang istri tengah menunggu kepulangan suaminya. Tak biasanya sang suami pulang larut malam. Sang istri bingung…. hari sudah larut dan ia sudah sangat kelelahan dan mengantuk. Namun, tak terlintas sedikitpun dalam benaknya untuk segera tidur dan terlelap di tempat tidur suaminya. Dengan setia ia ingin tetap menunggu… namun, rasa ngantuk semakin menjadi-jadi dan Sang suami tercinta belum juga datang.

Tak berapa lama kemudian….
seorang laki-laki yang sangat berwibawa lagi luhur budinya tiba di rumahnya yang sederhana.

Laki-laki ini adalah suami dari sang istri tersebut.
Malam ini beliau pulang lebih lambat dari biasanya, kelelahan dan penat sangat terasa.

Namun, ketika akan mengetuk pintu… terpikir olehnya Sang istri yang tengah terlelap tidur…. ah, sungguh ia tak ingin membangunkannya.
Tanpa pikir panjang, ia tak jadi mengetuk pintu dan seketika itu juga menggelar sorbannya di depan pintu dan berbaring diatasnya.
Dengan kelembutan hati yang tak ingin membangunkan istri terkasihnya, Sang suami lebih memilih tidur di luar rumah..
di depan pintu…

dengan udara malam yang dingin melilit…
hanya beralaskan selembar sorban tipis.
Penat dan lelah beraktifitas seharian, dingin malam yang menggigit tulang ia hadapi..
karena tak ingin membangunkan istri tercinta. Subhanallah…

Dan ternyata, di dalam rumah..
persis dibalik pintu tempat sang suami menggelar sorban dan berbaring diatasnya..
Sang istri masih menunggu, hingga terlelap dan bersandar sang istri di balik pintu.

Tak terlintas sedikitpun dalam pikirinnya tuk berbaring di tempat tidur, sementara suaminya belum juga pulang.
Namun, karena khawatir rasa kantuknya tak tertahan dan tidak mendengar ketukan pintu Sang suami ketika pulang, ia memutuskan tuk menunggu Sang suami di depan pintu dari dalam rumahnya.

malam itu… tanpa saling mengetahui, sepasang suami istri tersebut tertidur berdampingan di kedua sisi pintu rumah mereka yang sederhana… karena kasih dan rasa hormat terhadap pasangan.. Sang Istri rela mengorbankan diri terlelap di pintu demi kesetiaan serta hormat pada Sang suami dan Sang suami mengorbankan diri tidur di pintu demi rasa kasih dan kelembutan pada Sang istri.

dan Nun jauh di langit….
ratusan ribu malaikat pun bertasbih….
menyaksikan kedua sejoli tersebut…

SUBHANALLAH WABIHAMDIH

betapa suci dan mulia rasa cinta kasih yang mereka bina
terlukis indah dalam ukiran akhlak yang begitu mempesona…
saling mengasihi, saling mencintai, saling menyayangi dan saling menghormati…

Tahukah Anda… siapa mereka..?

Sang suami adalah Muhammad bin Abdullah, Rasulullah SAW dan Sang istri adalah Sayyidatuna Aisyah RA binti Abu Bakar As-Sidiq.
Merekalah sepasang kekasih teladan, suami istri dambaan, dan merekalah pemimpin para manusia, laki-laki dan perempuan di dunia dan akhirat.

Semoga rahmat ALLAH senantiasa tercurah bagi keduanya, dan mengumpulkan jiwa kita bersama Rasulullah SAW dan Sayyidatuna Aisyah RA dalam surgaNYA kelak.
dan Semoga ALLAH SWT memberi kita taufiq dan hidayah tuk bisa meneladani keduanya..


Umpama ikan & mata kail.. (did you remember this?) =)

Jika kamu memancing ikan....
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu....
Janganlah sesekali kamu lepaskan ia ke dalam air begitu saja....
Karena ia akan sakit oleh karena bisanya ketajaman mata kailmu dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup.

Begitulah juga setelah kamu memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang...
Setelah ia mulai menyayangimu hendaklah kamu menjaga hatinya....
Janganlah sesekali kamu meninggalkannya begitu saja....
Karena dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersamamu dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingatmu....
Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk kamu menambalnya semula....
Akhirnya ia dibuang....
Sedangkan jika kamu coba membaikinya mungkin ia masih dapat dipergunakan lagi....

Begitu juga jika kamu memiliki seseorang, terimalah seadanya
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah kamu menganggapnya begitu istimewa....
Anggaplah dia manusia biasa.
Apabila sekali dia melakukan kekhilafan bukan mudah bagi kamu untuk menerimanya.... akhirnya kamu kecewa dan meninggalkannya.
Sedangkan jika kamu memaafkannya boleh jadi hubungan kamu akan terus hingga ke akhirnya....

Jika kamu telah memiliki sepinggan nasi... yang kamu pasti baik untuk dirimu.
Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat.
Mengapa kamu berlengah, coba mencari makanan yang lain..
Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan.
Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan kamu tidak boleh memakannya.
Kamu akan menyesal.

Begitu juga jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang insan..... yang kamu pasti membawa kebaikan kepada dirimu.
Menyayangimu. Mengasihimu.
Mengapa kamu berlengah, coba membandingkannya dengan yang lain.
Terlalu mengejar kesempurnaan.
Kelak, kamu akan kehilangannya apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain
Kamu juga yang akan menyesal ..

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Taste of working!

It has been like hell.. ~just a saying.. =P

2 weeks of working seriously in this new place..
I do learn a lot of things and will still keep on learning..
But all I got in mind is this tiring situation..
Duduk kerja aje kot, bukannya kerah tenaga sangat.. Kerah otak aje kot..
Tapi penat dia sungguh lain macam..
Haa, padanlah muka kan.. before this kerja main2, kerja ikut suka hati aje.. hihi..
I'm struggling a little but I believe this is a good situation for me.. (kata nak dpt yg terbaik kan?)

Sekarang neh nak training pun kadang2 badan rasa berat aje..heh..
Bukan berat sebab makan banyak time keje taw, neh berat sbb letih nak tido. hihi.
Balik malam pun kadang2 pukul 11 daa mengantuk..
Indahnya la tido awal kan? bangun pagi2 buat keje..

The fact is I am actually glad that I'm doing quite well on this..
I might be slow but I will sure show to them that I am capable of doing this..
I should thanks all the management there too.. They're giving me good support in and out..
They make me feels like home..
and thank you Allah for everything, I know you've planned something good for me.. Iloveyou..

A long way to go, a lot more dramas, ups & downs to face..
I'm sure gonna get in mess few times but that's life kan..
And that is when u actually learns..
So I wish myself all the best & hope to be better in future..

Friday, May 17, 2013

Doing the right thing..

Maybe ada yg da tahu, tapi pastinya ramai yg x tahu..
Saya tengah membiasakan diri untuk bertudung kalau g keje.. =)

Mula2 tuh I've kind of got a war inside my brain, either should I or not.. What is the benefit, what if, what this, what that & what everything..
But then I reached to a decision.. and here is just a sharing--> a piece of my mind, on changing more to be good, insyaAllah..

Saya selalu pegang prinsip neh, do the right thing!
So kalau dah tahu benda tuh betul, kenapa kita nak deny? Kenapa kita x buat?
So saya paksa diri saya.. Ada alim ulamak pun pernah kata solatlah kamu walaupun terpaksa kerana mmg solat tuh sifatnya terpaksa.. lambat laun, kita akan biasa & benda jadi rutin. (I'm not sure where I get this, but I read it somewhere else)
Xde salahnya pun kalau kita paksa diri untuk buat benda yg betul kan, for our own good.. =)

Lagipun kita kena selalu beringat yg dunia sekarang neh tempat persinggahan sementara kita aje..
And we do not know for how long we have till it's too late.. masing2 faham sendiri la kan..
So carilah bekal untuk akhirat nanti.. 

Bukanlah nak poyo macam saya neh baik sgt..
Nope, I am too far from that..
Tapi what do we live for kalau setiap hari yg kita lalui tuh tetap sama macam semlm kan..
For me, everyday is a new day for us to improve.. Sia2lah hari kalau kita x improve..

Memang ada someone yg effect my decision neh..
He is kind of booster jugalah, pemberi semangat..
Tapi I do always keep in heart that I'm doing this because of Allah..
And I thank Allah for sending me my Smile.. dia yg salu brings out the best in me, Thanks.. =)
So xde apa yg saya nak kata lagi..
Sentiasalah jaga hati & keep in mind that everyday is an opportunity to grow..
It is up to you on how u let urself grow.. =)
Semoga saya tabah melalui hari2 mendatang juga.. hihi..

P/s: saya skema.. =P




Perfect Timing!

Oh hello May!! 

I tot dat I will be blogging more in this month..
Tapi too busy.. haisshh..
I'm in Shah Alam now, working seriously & changing few things in my life..

I took some time before I can come to a firm decision..
I think overall about it.. It is so hard when ur mind & body did not agree on the same thing..
But then I pushed myself to change..

A little advice here.. There is no perfect timing..
You gotta get out there & make the time perfect..
And that's what I'm doing now..
Alhamdulillah all went well..


Saturday, April 20, 2013

Ignorance kills me

Marahlah saya macam2 tapi please jangan ignore saya..

Do you know how hurt it is to always have been ignored by those who you love?

Terasa macam dihiris2 hati ini..
~Sigh


I like to eat but I dunno what to eat..

Saya suka nak makan, suka nak buat itu, suka nak buat ini..
But I will do it all, if you choose to..
I'm a follower..
I'm sorry if u dun feels good that way..

Tapi fahamilah.. 
Untuk budak yang macam saya neh, I never really have much choices..
Lagilah bila dah terbiasa sendirian.. I have to live with what I have, never really cares if there's a choice or not..
So bila dah berkawan ramai2, saya suka untuk ikutkan aje..
I wanted to be part of them, that's why I do always follow..
In fact, I did really make a choice kan.. I choose to be a follower.. =(

~sigh...
 

Monday, April 15, 2013

Terdetik di hati...

Saya suka pandang keliling saya..
Saya suka tengok karenah orang ramai..
Saya suka untuk fikir apa yang seseorang tuh fikir di dalam sesuatu situasi..

Saya teringin nak travel around the world, cuba masuk ke dalam rumah orang and cuba untuk faham cara hidup dorg.. =)
Dah banyak kali saya terdetik di hati pasal benda neh, mencuba untuk mengalami kehidupan orang lain..

A very big thing yang saya pun x tahu kenapa I want it badly.. =)

P/s: Saya sangat suka Sejarah.. hihihihi..

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Kembali ke Shah Alam..

Akhirnya, bulan 5 neh saya akan kembali menetap di Shah Alam..
Kira 1 of my favourite place to be sebab dah tahu selok belok dekat sana kan..
Kali neh duduk rumah ala2 privasi sikit.. org da bekerja kan. hihi..
Kalau zaman student dulu boleh aje duduk mana2, rumah flat tuh pun xpe..
bilik kongsi berapa org pun mmg x kesah laa..
Tapi bila da bekerja neh, byk benda nak kena amik kira..
Housemate, room-mate, kawasan persekitaran, parking semua.. =)
Yelah, penat bekerja kan lain.. balik rumah sure nak privasi & ketenangan..
Hope la everything will be fine there..
For how long I will be staying there, saya pun x tahu laa...
Selagi keje kat Klang tuh, selagi tuh la saya kat situ kot..

Saya berharap perubahan fokus saya neh akan bagi kebaikan dekat diri sendiri.. hihi..


Sunday, April 7, 2013

Kasih sayang , Kekayaan & kejayaan...

Seorang wanita sedang keluar dari rumahnya
apabila dia terlihat tiga org lelaki tua berjanggut
panjang danberwarna putih sedang duduk
dihalaman rumahnya.Dia tidak kenal akan mereka.
Wanita itu bertanya ,"Saya tidak fikir saya mengenali
anda semua,tetapi saya pasti awak semua mesti
sedang lapar. Silalah masuk ke rumah saya dan
makan sesuatu."

"Adakah suami awak ada dirumah?", mereka bertanya.
"Tidak", wanita itu berkata." Suami saya telah keluar."
"Jadi, kami tidak akan masuk", mereka menjawab.
Sewaktu suaminya pulang ke rumah pada petang itu,
wanita itu pun memberitahunya kejadian tersebut.
"Pergi beritahu mereka bahawa saya telah balik dan
menjemput mereka masuk ke dalam sekarang!
Wanita itu keluar dan menjemput ketiga- tiga lelaki
tua itu masuk ke dalam.

"Kami tidak akan masuk ke dalam rumah bersama-sama"
mereka menjawab "Mengapa begitu?" wanita itu ingin
tahu.Salah seorang dari lelaki tua itu pun menerangkan:
"Namanya ialah Kekayaan," Dia berkat sambil menunjuk
kearah kawan yang seorang lagi," Dia adalah Kejayaan,
dan saya adalah Kasih Sayang."

Dia menyambung lagi," Sekarang masuklah semula ke
dalam rumah dan berbincanglah dengan suami awak,
siapakah di antara kami bertiga yang kamu ingin jemput
ke dalam rumah. "Wanita itu pun masuk semula ke dalam
dan memberitahu suaminya perkara tersebut. Suaminya
berasa sungguh gembira.

"Bagusnya!!" dia berkata."Kalau macam tu jemputlah
Kekayaan masuk. Biar dia masuk dan mengisi rumah kita
dengan Kekayaan!"Isterinya tidak bersetuju.
"Abang, kenapa pula kita tidak menjemput
Kejayaan?"Kebetulan, menantu perempuan mereka juga
sedang mendengar perbualan itu dari satu sudut rumah
yang lain. Dia lalu menyampuk dan memberikan
pandangannya:
"Bukankah lebih baik sekiranya kita menjemput Kasih
Sayang? Rumah kita ini pasti akan diselubungi dengan
Kasih Sayang!"
"Biarlah kita mengikut nasihat menatu kita tu," kata
suami itu kepada isterinya.
"Keluar dan jemputlah Kasih Sayang sebagai tetamu
kita."

Wanita itu pun keluar dan bertanya kepada tiga lelaki
tua, "Yang mana satu diantara kamu adalah Kasih
Sayang? Silalah masuk dan tetamu kami."Kasih Sayang
bangun dan mula berjalan ke arah rumah. Kedua-dua
lelaki yang lain juga bangun dan megikutinya. Terperanjat,
wanita itu pun bertanya kepada Kekayaan dan Kejayaan:
"Saya cuma menjemput Kasih Sayang, mengapa kamu
juga ikut sekali?"

Mereka semua menjawab:"Jika awak menjemput samada
Kekayaan atau Kejayaan yang lain akan tunggu diluar,
tetapi oleh kerana awak telah menjemput Kasih Sayang,
kemana-mana sahaja dia pergi, kami akan pergi
bersamanya. 

Dimana ada Kasih Sayang, disitu juga ada
Kekayaan dan Kejayaan!"

Kisah rumput & kasih sayang..

pada suatu hari di sekolah, seorang murid bertanya kpd gurunya. ketika itu gurunya sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

Pelajar : cikgu, mcm mana kita nak pilih seseorang yg terbaik sebagai orang yg paling kita sayang? mcm mana jugak kasih sayang tu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : ok. kamu ikut apa yg cikgu suruh. kamu pergi ke ladang. kamu berjalan di atas rumput sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. pilih yg paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang walau sekali. dan pilih yg paling cantik, bawa ke kelas.

apabila pelajar itu pulang ke kelas, tiada sehelai pun rumput di tangannya.

Cikgu : kenapa tiada rumput yg dipilih?

Pelajar : tadi masa berjalan, sy carilah rumput yg paling cantik. memang ada banyak yg cantik tapi cikgu kata pilih yg paling cantik, maka sy pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yg cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. tapi sampai di penghujung padang, sy tak jumpa pun yg paling cantik tapi cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yg sy boleh petik.

Cikgu : ya, itulah jawapannya. maknanya apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yg kita sayang, janganlah kita mencari lagi yg lebih baik dari itu. kita patut hargai orang di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yg berlaku tetap dah berlaku. semoga yg berlalu tak berulang lagi. dan ingatlah orang yg paling kita sayang itulah yg paling cantik dan paling baik.walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yg lebih cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Me, sis & MILO

Having a fight with my sis disebabkan Milo..
Too crazy kan? And I never have thought that it will get worst..
My sis yelled back and cried...
As far as I know, dia stubborn sgt.. xkan pernah mengalah..

Teringat dulu masa kitorg kecik2..
I dunno how it started tapi as far as I remembered, I have never been a good sister to her..
Masa main basikal sama2, saya suka langgar dia dari belakang..
She did not have a good time playing with me..

Tak tahu kepala angin saya neh datang dari mana..
Saya pernah lempang, sepak , terajang dia sebab dia degil sgt..
And now to think back of it all, I reached to a point..

Saya sedar saya budak lagi masa tuh..
Kepala hangin tuh maybe saya dapat dari my dad..
Sepak, terajang tuh semua... Budak kan, they tend to copy what they've seen..
And maybe I got a little insecure coz apa2 pun, sure saya yg akan kena teruk..
My sis, x pernah kena marah langsung.. It build anger in me..

And then I leave my sis alone, going to a boarding school..
Until now barulah kitorg duduk serumah lagi..But it do feel lots of different..
No sis to sis talk, no nothing..
Now I have change, tadi tuh aje masing2 emosi..
Saya xnak gaduh2, saya syg dia..Dia ajelah adik kandung yg saya ada..
Saya teringin nak pujuk dia balik, nak hug dia, nak say sorry..
Tapi langkah tuh mati dalam hati aje..
Bukan ego, tapi more to awkward..

I'm so sorry sis.. I didn't mean to hurt you.. ~sigh..


P/s: You can never give what u haven't receive..

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Ironinya..
Seseorang yang kasar pada luarannya, hati dialah yang paling lembut sebenarnya..
Seseorang yang takutkan gelap, dulunya dialah raja dalam segala kegelapan..

Kita pada hari ini, lahir dari segala apa yang kita lalui pada hari sebelumnya..
Kadang-kadang kita berusaha untuk mengubah diri menjadi lebih baik..
Tapi desakan hidup, masa silam..Bukan semudah itu nak berubah...
Pasal tuh org kata, musuh utama sebenar dalam kehidupan ialah diri kita sendiri..

So berhentilah menunding jari atau membanding2kan..
Kerana setiap kita mempunyai jalan cerita dan pilihan yang tersendiri..
Just let it be..

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Kenapa? Sebab....

Perlu ke setiap benda ada persoalan..
Dan perlu ke setiap persoalan ada jawapan..

Contohnya, kenapa saya buat blog?
Kenapa nak blogging in English walaupun BI saya x berapa nak bagus?

Saya buat blog sebab lagi selesa merepek kat sini, untuk tatapan sendiri..
Saya kadang2 blogging in BI sebab saya nak improve lagi my 2nd language tuh..

Well, ada org kisah ke pun? =P

The point is, I keep on thinking if we're doing daily things with a reason or not..
Do we choose what to eat, what to wear, who to talk to with a reason?
Do we really have much time to think for the reason??
Does every single thing have a reason?

Ouh please! Thinking too much kills me..
Two years later, takot saya da jadi gila lak.. hahahah..

Apa-apapun, I prefer things to happen accidentally..
To do things without even thinking..
Unexpected do really fun and leave a special spot there, in our life..

Ok, done merepek! Let's go out and enjoy.......... ~weeee...

Kisah Hati & Akal

Ouh Hati..
Kenapalah selalu jatuh hati dekat benda yang akan makan diri sendiri nanti?
Degil kan?
X pernah nak dengar apa kata Akal..
Dah selalu & dah terbukti pun..
Setiap kali Hati terjatuh suka, setiap tuh la Akal bagi nasihat..
Tapi Hati mana nak peduli kan..
akhirnya nanti apa Akal takutkan tuh gak la yg jadi kebenaran..
so Hati nanti hancurlah..
Biarpun Hati x pernah kesahkan Akal, tapi Akal x pernah tinggalkan Hati taw..
Akal selalu nak Hati neh gembira..

So untuk kali neh, Hati akan cuba untuk dengar kata Akal lak..

Selamat tinggal Galaxy Note 2 Special Edition..
Akal kata saya masih x perlukan awak, Hati setuju untuk kali neh.. =)
 

Sunday, March 3, 2013

The poet inside of me..

A poet is said to be the sad man..
That is why his words do touch us..
But even if he is the sad man, he is able to let out of what he feels..
I think he is more happier compare to many of us..
I wish to be one.. =)

Bad days, Thank you..


When there is good, there will always be the bad too..
Like the blacks and whites..
There goes for the ups and downs too..

I've gone through of it lots of time..
But some part of it do really change..

Bad days..
 I have gone through many bad days in my life..
Just a bad day till to the worst one..
And when the days came, I can just cry..
I cry out loud in my car..
I cry out loud on my bed..
I cry out loud before I sleep and when I'm awake in the middle of night..
I cries wherever and whenever nobody sees me..

But that is in yesterday, the day before tomorrow..
Nowadays, these new days, I faced it in a different way..
No matter if it is a bad or even worst day, 
I do feel like crying out loud alone..
But there is always this someone who can always make my day better..
He said he did nothing but it's magical how he can craved the smile back on my face..
Thank you someone.. Thank you Allah for the courage you have given to me..

Stories that only the eyes understand..

Look into my eyes, tell me what u see..
You will never get a clue of what’s behind it, my eyes..
Let me tell you..
Behind these small eyes, there’s me..
The Me which you will never reach, never understand..
If only u care enough to look..
Look into my eyes..
If you look, u might know..


Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Someone by Duette


This is a song I dedicate to my Smile.. Someone by Duette.. =) Thanks coz u came into my life..



Have you ever heard the story of my life
Have you ever known these feelings are for you
Oh can’t you see, oh can’t you feel
When two hearts are one love becomes real

I’ll be your summer when it rains
I’ll be the blood inside your veins
Always beside you, always to guide you
‘coz you’ll never find someone like me

Have you ever felt a love like this before
Have you ever found the meaning of it all
I know you can see, i know you can feel
(baby let me love you love you love you whoa)
So let’s make this last forver and true

I’ll be your summer when it rains
I’ll be the blood inside your veins
Always beside you, always to guide you
‘coz you’ll never find someone like me

You’ll be the stars that shines so high
You’ll be the light up in my sky
Forever i’ll hold you, forever i’ll need you
‘coz i’ll never find someone like you

Darling please, i know you care so much for me
I see straight through your eyes
Know that I want this love too

I’ll be your summer when it rains
I’ll be the blood inside your veins
Always beside you, always to guide you
‘coz you’ll never find someone like me

Friday, February 22, 2013

To the higher level of futsal..

To go this far, it is such a waste if I dun learn a thing..
We got 3 international friendlies over here, and how I wish we could get another one.. =)
I dun expect to go here and perform..
I did bad, totally bad!
I started my 1st game insanely..I tried to do my best but all of it turns into a disaster...
The next day, I came back to try again,..
But it doesn't even work out too..
My desire turns into anger, frustration and upset..
The other might be happy.. They're happy to score goal, to dribble, to do unnecessarily things in the court.. I just wish we can play beautiful game..
By beautiful, I mean to do normal things, the basic rotation, basic attacking, composure game and the most important thing is to work for winning TOGETHER!
And it is, for the 3rd game.. We did do well.. Not our very best, but better than the earlier games.. It feels good to have practicing what we have trained over this few years in the game.. The satisfaction, I hope they do feel it..
And special thanks to my coach CCY as he is really there to help me go through my hard time..
I understand things better now, about my role in the team..
Last year I may be doing good things in the game, contributing to my team.. But now, I'm doing good things with the right timing and purposes, which will contribute more benefit to the team.. =)
Words can't explain more, Let's hope to see it in the LFK 2013 this March..
I can bet you it's a new and stronger Semut Merah, who will come back to Malaysia tomorrow.. =)
Last but not least, thanks to the managements and players for this opportunity of learning.. And I will always let myself to remember this, There is always a room for improvement and even the best athlete also need advice from his coach.. =)

P/s: As long as I dun give up!

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Friendly futsal trip in Thailand..


Yeahhhh...
Semut Merah will be going for few friendly matches in Thailand this weekend..
The opponent there are absolutely in their own class, among the top teams and they're in the middle of their league..
So it might be quite tough for us..
As for me, my target is to gain as much experience and knowledge, and of coz to shine.. =P
Our schedule is very packed, I could imagine the tiredness I'll be getting..
We will be leaving as early as 3 a.m. in the morning today..

So let's hope that our trip will be safe and beautiful there.. =)
For those Semut Merah yang stay here, see you guys later and have a great weekend..
For my lil sis yg tinggal sorang2 kat rumah neh, TAKE CARE!! Be strong.. hik hik..
And last but not least, to my SMILE.. Please take care and wait for me to come back yee.. Jaga hati awak utk saya..gonna miss u much! ~wink...


P/s: Not to forget, a big THANKS to all the good-lucks from Semut Merah supporters! =)



Saturday, February 16, 2013

Perempuan, lady, women = a mother..

Susah sangatkah nak jaga hati perempuan?
Secara ironinya mmg kita dah tahu perempuan selalunya akan give more in a relationship..
They give more without any intention to receive more..
It is just their nature..
Lemah lembut, sensitif, air mata, perlu dilindungi dan dibimbing..
That's why perempuan cepat cair dengar sweet words dari para jejaka..
They intend to believe it, bcoz their heart is too soft..
Oleh itu wahai kaum Adam, kalau xde niat langsung nak jaga wanita please don't throw sweet words to them..
They might do crazy things like believing in it..
Nak tahu apa lagi contoh2 crazy things they would do?

If they love you, they will spend almost all of their time thinking of u..
They wont let you wait for their texts, they will keep their HP near and sometime stop at the side of the road just to reply ur texts.. 
They would fall asleep every night waiting for your good night text and will also come to your house just to check if you're safely arrived or not.. (without you even knowing it)
They do surprises to let you know their feeling and are willing to do anything for you, just to make sure that you're happy enough..

And what you guys should do?
Just a little appreciation, a little thought, a litte care..
Is it so much to ask for?
If you're too busy the whole day, we could understand but a 'good night' text won't take you more than a minute..
If you're too tired till you fall asleep as soon as you reached home for the 1st time, 2nd time, even for every nights, we would understand too..but still, a minute for us should be more than enough..

We need to know what you're up too coz we do care..
A woman will later become a mother, so you should understand why we are so detailed about the person we love..That's in us..

And please bear this always in mind, we will never wanted to make it hard for you guys..